Thursday, November 6, 2008

In The Dumps

(c) Misty DawnS

I'm in a mood... feeling sorry for myself.
I shouldn't feel sorry for myself; I've got so much to be thankful for in my life,
which is why I always feel guilty when I get like this.
But, dangit - I'm a good person;
I don't ask for much;
I'd like to think that I'm freely giving of myself.
I work three jobs and I do not spend money
other than on bills and necessities.
Yet, there's never enough.

You see, I had this plan...
it was a glorious plan, and, for awhile,
I thought it was going to happen,
and like a complete dumba** I allowed myself to get excited
waaaaaay excited.
This is something I have needed, emotionally, for over a year now.
Well, at the last minute, the plan fell apart.
It's my own fault I hurt, because I was a moron and got all excited.
I could see if I were asking to go on one of those Caribbean cruises, but this is much smaller than that... yet, much more important.
Oh well - time to get over it and slap a smile on my face - gotta go to work now.

I promise to be in a better mood next time I post - you know me, my bad moods never last long ;-)

4 comments:

Ashrunner

Keep your chin up and watch for that silver lining. Leave the sky to being blue. 8v)

Anna

I'm sorry things didn't work out the way you wanted. I guess if you never expect anything, you'll never be disappointed, but that's no way to live your life either.

D...

{{MIsty Dawn}} I'm sorry. Life is all about risks. Sometimes they pay off. Sometimes they don't. You have to keep trying and keep getting excited by them.

CrazyCath

Awwww ((((((Mist)))))))

I hate it when you are down. You are right - you're a good person and you work hard. Why can't you get a break?

There is no consolation that I can give you except to say you are a good friend, and I am still here (always) if you need me or if I can do anything.

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